They think it’s all over.

 But it isn’t. I had what should be my final round on Tuesday , finishing at lunchtime. I then went home and started feeling steadily worse: by two in the morning I developed neutropenia again, so I was shaking all over and had a raised temperature; I took a taxi to the hospital, got here at three, and it’s now15:30 the next day . I’ve been promised a bed on the ward but not much sign yet. I should be staying on the ward for at least one night probably more, as my bloods have not recovered as much as we were hoping.

Rats

Still, trying to keep cheerful 

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